Soooo, I want my blog to have purpose, like a meaning to all of it (besides my rants and raves)...but usually this means u have to be an expert about something which I am not, except maybe on being girly...but idk I cant decide if I want to take that task on, having a purposeful blog....
How am I ALREADY 23???? When did this happen??? Where have I been???? I've spent the last MONTH thinking this over and over and having my moments where I hide somewhere and break down in tears, because Im pathetic. I know to the rest of the world im still "young" and I still feel that way, I just am realizing that the things I truly want, Im not close to having soooooooooooooooo I NEED TO MAKE SOME CHA CHA CHANGES!!! I keep having the thought to start running and preparing for the BISBEE1000 in Ocotober, So I think thats going to be my new focus right now, Im going to get lost in it and soak up all the workouts and sun I can to be ready for it! Also I cant stand not being in school ANYMORE!!! So this fall my goal is to get started!!! Im also determined to FINISH the Work and the Glory Series of books! So I've got my goals and I need to make this bday year the best that I can. I need to remember that I can control myself and my choices, and to stop living for "what could happen" and just live for what I can make happen :D
But what does that mean to you Look into the mirror who’s inside there The one with the long hair Same old me again today
My outsides are cool My insides are blue Everytime I think I’m through It’s because of you I’ve tried different ways But it’s all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame I’m just trippin’
You can buy your hair if it won’t grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make-up that mac can make But if you can’t look inside you Find out who am I to Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
I feel pretty Oh so pretty I feel pretty and witty and bright
Never insecure until I met you Now I’m being stupid I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny Why do I look to all these things To keep you happy Maybe get rid of you And then I’ll get back to me (hey)
My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think I’m through It’s because of you I’ve tried different ways But it’s all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame Keep on trippin’
You can buy your hair if it won’t grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make-up that mac can make But if you can’t look inside you Find out who am I to Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
I feel pretty Oh so pretty I feel pretty and witty and bright And I pity Any girl who isn’t me tonight
I feel pretty (You can buy your hair if it won’t grow) Oh so pretty (You can fix your nose if he says so) I feel pretty and witty and bright (You can buy all the make-up that mac can make) But if you can’t look inside you Find out who am I to Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
I went last night, and it was amazing! Thanks to a very patient friend, another whos got the hookup, I was in the FRONT ROW!! I know ur jealous, Im jealous of me too! It was sooo amazing! In all the times I've been I have NEVER felt the spirit so strongly. Im so grateful to have the knowledge of my Savior, who died for me. Im grateful that I know of my Father in Heaven who loves me!
ps I didnt take this pic, borrowed it from a blog :D
pss My fav part is when Mary sings "Tonight You Are Mine" I LOVE THAT SONG!!!